hmm..cleared up stuff in mi mind..had a talk with him ytd..then..yea..at least i not blur now(if not..at least not so blur..?)hahaz..mmm..somehow..i know tat he doesnt believe tat love at our age last..i muz admit..tat for a period of time..i also have the same thinking..n maybe..perhaps..im still having tat thinking now..hmm..nvm la..since we both happie n contented with the way things r rite now..juz treasure will do..hahaz..u say so much also no use rite..?coz time shall prove everything..mmm..had a bad dream last nite..aint exactly bad..but it made mi cry a lot..i dreamt of nicholas..kinho..eric..mi papa..mi mama..mi sis..i was leaving the hs..going to fly away..the guyz tried to pull mi back..but to no avail..then in the end i promised them i will meet them at the airport..im flying to korea..with mi own wings(or hands in mi dream..)i didnt meet them there..i was sitting there..looking at them..then i started crying..both in mi dream n reality..then..i flew to paris..know y..hahaz..coz paris has always been the country i wanted to go..but i dun wan to go with parents..down there supposed to be romantic..go with them very weird..hahaz..one day i'll fly away..mm..maybe i will..if i cld..
